i went studiowu for recreation but goodness, it's really stressful ): like i went for yutaki's n it was like learning 1month's choreo in a lesson. it's like he just taught 1 eight then the rest he just kept doing quickly or with music. n i tink im like the only one there tht has not been to his lessons before so AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! then after tht it was sheila's so it crazier. shes dam good but ya uber uber stressful ): tot dancing was supposed to be fun? but hais hopefully i gain something from it LA!

n oo i wan to maintain my CAPS this sem but m really so unmotivated for the 2nd week already n not doing any readings ):

n i wan to visit my ex-client even though i noe it's really inappropriate. today i almost called her but yepp tot of the consequences n dint do so. hais i shd not be so emotionally attached. yes i shd stop being so volunteer-ish! I M A STUDENT SOCIAL WORKER!! termination means termination!!

even though sometimes when my weekdays r packed n i just feel like slacking my sat away but couldnt cos of guilly n i dread pulling myself out of the house to fetch joe, i always have fun during the sessions. i really hope guilly will not close down cos my sats would not be as menaingful anymore. but definitely if he has to switch projects i'll follow him unless it's too far like YCK! n i doubt he'll go YCK anyway cos it's like freakin far.

"So many people walk around with a meaningless life. They seem half-asleep, even when they're busy doing things they think are important. This is because they're chasing the wrong things. The way you get meaning into your life is to devote yourself to loving others, devote yourself to your community around you, and devote yourself to creating something that gives you purpose and meaning."

(: i never regret choosing SW as my major. hopefully my passion for helping pple will remain when i come out to work!

whee* so random oooo